I guess the old adage of "You never know what you have till you lose it", is very, very true. And up until this past weekend, I probably would have never really known about that. I have caused great pain to a person that I care about greatly and now I am without that person. I know I still love that person, but because of my actions, we cannot be together for now. I know what my issues are and I know that I can work on them if I truly want to. I know that I want to get better because this person truly completes me. We may have our faults with each other, but who doesn't, right?
I am going to take this time to better myself for me, for my family, my friends, and more importantly, for the person that I have lost. I now hope that another statement I have heard before also comes true:
If you love someone let them go. If they stay away then they were never yours to begin with. If they come back then they are yours to keep forever.
I have begun praying nightly. Not so that things will magically change and things will go back to the way they were. But for strength and guidance in my fight for the person that should have always been my only priority in life. I would hope that those who are close to me will help support me in my tasks, but if not, I would at least ask that you not stand in my way. Thank you!
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