I am writing today as part of my own personal repentance. I know there are a number of steps that are followed with the anonymous programs and while I am not in one of those, I still felt it was necessary to atone for my actions. So here it goes...
To my family and my friends, I am terribly sorry for everything that I have caused. The acts that I committed were wrong and irresponsible of me. My mother raised me to be a better person and to her I am sincerely apologetic. I have made some very terrible decisions over the past couple/few years. I am in the process now of getting help for myself. While many of you may not be able to get past what has transpired and been aired out about me and the relationship I am in, I am not getting the help I need for you. For those of you without sin, I dare you to throw the first stone. I am admitting my wrongs and taking them on headstrong and eager to get them under control.
To those of you who are my true friends, thank you. Thank you for listening to me, talking me through things, and just being there as a shoulder to lean on. My life has been turned upside down and I am just doing what I can to assure that I will get back up on my feet and move forward. I know you will all be there for me when I do.
To BK & ECK, I meant everything I wrote to you in the messages I sent. I don't expect you to forgive or forget what happened, and again, I am terribly, terribly sorry.
Most importantly, to HLCM, I don't know if I will ever be able to truly show you how amazingly sorry I am for what I have done. I hope that in time, you see what I am doing and realize that I would take the Delorean back in time and kick the crap out of the guy I was. Since I can't, I will do my best to make sure my future is bright and clear.
Please take care of yourselves as I am going to take care of myself. I will show you all that I am serious and will make many of you proud to call me your brother, son, friend, cousin, nephew, grandson, husband.
Thank you.
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